My motto about life: “Anything spontaneous”

O hai July!

You may have noticed that my website, Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube all have a common phrase plastered across them: anything spontaneous. The place from which this phrase originates, I think, is rather spectacular.

You first need to understand something about Gary and Zach. Gary is my drum teacher and Zach is my lifelong friend, whom I grew up with (since the time of diapers and pooping everywhere, yes!). Zach and I both take drum lessons from Gary together. Gary is a Christian pastor and musical performer. Zach, on the other hand, is an extremely smart student, who often talks to himself, in addition to contemplating deep spiritual, psychological, and theological matters regularly. One of his more profound comments is: “Oww, I have a forehead in my brow” (that’s deep talk for “I have a headache”). Zach really doesn’t say things like that frequently, but I couldn’t resist sharing one of Zach’s happy moments.

Assorted Nuts On top of all of that madness, you have all three of us combined at drum lessons, which Zach’s mother appropriately collectively titled us the assorted nuts. We all have artistic temperaments, enjoy playing perfervid music (in fact, we would all agree that if the music were not perfervid, it’s not really music at all), and discussing endless discussions on topics of discussion that are really controversial to discuss!

So, as you could imagine, our qwerkiness causes, or gives birth to, rather insane times of playing perfervid music and learning about drums. It is not uncommon for us, as a threesome, to discover weird musical and rhythmic patterns or haunting chord progressions that appropriately express our holy discontent with planet earth. Making up songs on the fly is our specialty.

One day at lessons, as we were discussing our personal insanity (or perhaps, in this case, it is more sane to be insane — that’s the artistic temperament I’m talking about), Gary had a little story to tell. It went something like this.

One day, I was on Blogger. I wanted to sign up. It asked me about what I liked (to populate my profile page). To keep it short and simple, I put “anything spontaneous.” I couldn’t think of anything else to put down!

At that exact disposition in time, I felt that I had more understanding of how the universe works in general. I understood more about myself as a person (actually, I didn’t — I just really liked the way the phrase summarized one facet of my personality). It reminded me that I rather enjoy adventures and things that are unexpected but at the same time view inefficiency and unplanned persons as a hassle. Nonetheless, I still enjoy getting lost and doing new things.

So, I adopted the phrase from my drum teacher, Gary; I really like anything spontaneous. And that’s why I, as a Christian worship leader who enjoys anything spontaneous, listened to Cascada – Everytime We Touch last night.

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Stop Fail

So, I was walking through the Arena District in Downtown Columbus a little while ago, and I came across this funny looking sign. Nice, ODOT.

Stop Fail

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Summary of Christian Leadership

Francis Schaeffer accurately describes Christian leadership so beautifully in his book No Little People:

Both the Scriptures and the history of the church teach that if the Holy Spirit is working, the whole man will be involved and there will be much cost to the Christian. The more the Holy Spirit works, the more Christians will be used in battle, and the more they are used, the more there will be personal cost and tiredness. It is quite the opposite of what we might first think. People often cry out for the work of the Holy Spirit and yet forget that when the Holy Spirit works, there is always tremendous cost to the people of God, weariness and tears and battle.

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Post-Father’s Day Dinner Nappage

Grandpa, after our Father’s Day dinner, had a little nap. I couldn’t resist but snapping him.

Grandpa after Father's Day Dinner

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The Story Behind Rest Assured

Rest Assured

All songs have a story. So do mine. Some songs’ backstories are elaborate labyrinths of thoughts; others are more straightforward. Some songs come out of a place of pain; others come out of a place of joy. But enough parallelism and antithesis for now — let’s cut to the chase.

I was at voice lessons with my brother one evening last summer and he had his lesson before I did (we had back-to-back lessons). My voice lessons are at the Delaware Arts Castle, so it was rather peaceful and quiet as I was waiting for it to be my turn. On the first floor of the Castle, they have a large living room with an ancient-looking, deteriorating piano in it. I don’t play much piano, but I couldn’t resist sitting down at her and listening to her age ring.

Ok, so the ring wasn’t all that. I prefer younger pianos — you know, the ones with less wrinkles. Actually, just ones that are in tune.

I don’t remember how my mind arrived in this state, but all of the sudden I became very aware of many of the challenges that high schoolers face today. They face addictions, they face abuse, they face sociopathic classmates. It’s hard. So I thought I would write a song about the deeper challenges we face (being hurt, scared, and lost) — I thought I would write a song to high schoolers. Who do we turn to when everything falls away? What do we do with all of this pain?

The old rusty ivory keys prepared themselves for my fingers. After contemplation of my awareness, I felt I had some type of an answer to those tough questions. We wait. Now… what?! Of course, our natural reaction is to want to do something about our pain, to fix it! Yes, yes! But us humans, unfortunately, do not possess the power to mend our own broken hearts. But fortunately for us, there is One who can. We come to Him with our pain, we come to Him with our brokenness, then ask Him to heal us. But most of the time this healing comes when we stop the busyness of life and wait on God to speak.

Thus, the chorus flowed. In the verses, I hoped to unveil each sickness we may contract but then present its antidote. For those hurting, they can find peace (John 14:27). For those scared or fearful, there is love (1 John 4:18). For those lost, there is hope (aren’t we all a little lost sometimes?). For those thirsty, there is water (John 4:12-14); for those bound, life awaits your arrival (John 10:10); for those dry and who are starved of all life, they can find Jesus (John 6:35-40). These things are found by waiting on God, by relying not on ourselves, but on Christ. And there you have a song!

The song wasn’t meant to contain earth-shattering theology, nor was it necessarily to put new words to old ideas. It was written to remind high schoolers, to remind all of us of this truth we must desperately grasp: He won’t ever hesistate to draw near to us and take our burdens if we stop and wait on Him to move. And this is why we can Rest Assured.

But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
Romans 8:25

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Rest Assured Now Available

Click to download Rest Assured. Or see all of my music.

Rest Assured

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Welcome to the brand new website!

Hello everybody!

I am very excited that the all new ianmcqueen.com is now HERE! Honestly, it was rather difficult to find a design that accurately reflected my personality and, with this design, I feel like it reflects my desire for simple elegance, yet with some playfulness integrated (like the “clicky clicky” RSS icon). And yes, you should subscribe.

It is highly probable that you’re visiting today to get a copy of my newest recording Rest Assured. I have a Discography page that you can access to download it! Enjoy!

To learn more about my motive behind the blog, read here.

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